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Saturday, June 19th 3:15 AM

Welcome and thanks for reading!

It’s completly dark in my room, except for my phone which I’m typing on. Kind of like sending an SOS out into the world with little electronic flashes. It’s a very freeing experience. The cages and bonds that life casts on to us can sometimes bring the weight of the world down on our shoulders. That weight is what I’m gonna talk about now.

-Weight-

When someone says “I have the weight of the world on my shoulders” you can really see the toll physically it takes. They anger easily, never happy, find ways to make people around them miserable . I can’t stand it!! I try so hard to be someone to rely and count on yet I am overlooked or looked down upon. For example.

I know this girl, a friend of mine; that struggles with always trying to do more for others than herself. She never seems to be happy and is normally always upset or depressed. She constantly says she wants to take her own life, and if she did it would devestate me. I try to lend a helping hand but to no avail!

Why do people try so hard to fight on their own when help is there if you just were to grab it.

I don’t understand. I just don’t.

The thing about carrying that weight is, the more you carry, the more tired you are. I worry that the weight we put on ourselfs will prevent us from finishing the race or fighting the good fight.

I worry the weight will get the better of us.

-Unknown